Sara Beth Hamry - Serial Poet

 


Serial Poet Series (1 of 3):


a song without a breath


Jacques Brel came back from the dead
strapped himself to the hull of a boat
swept across the cold heart of the ocean
walked into a bar
still wet with salt
face as pale as piano ivory
eyes burning bright from pits of ennui
hands trembling like a spider’s web that’s snared a fly
smelling like smoke, subterranean but rich as butter-
still the sea, sharp and sulphurous
hair brittle by age and unrest
limbs as stiff as leaded pencils
feet like tired stones
lips like rust-stained paper
he sits between a priest and a whore
and tries to recall English through a fog of years spent in the grave
                his head hurts
           organs crumble
      teeth gnash one against another
he wants to cough but is afraid his larynx will turn to dust
the whore feels sorry and orders him a beer
the priest asks him how it feels to be like Lazarus
but Jacques Brel can only twist his neck, saying:
     if i could be for only an hour…
     if i could be for an hour every day…
     if i could be for just one little hour…
before stretching his bloodless lips over grey, gritted teeth
in a smile that’s strangely contented.
the whore moves to get her coat.
the priest laughs.